bru blik dari kerja,jam kul4.30 pg..g2 la hidup harianku..bgn pagi pg kelas,smbung kerja kul 6 trus bawak ke mlam,bgn pagi blik and so onnnnnnn..boring.tp 2 la hakikat seorng student,,nak duit lebih kn,perah tenaga sikit..uhu..xkan nk tnggu duit jtuh dri langit kot..so dari buang mase,aku try la post smting this morning..
thun 2011 is bad year,,starting 1st month of the year dah kena dumb,apelah nasib..merana smpai ke harini..cam orng hlang anak..dashat,,tp klo kena kt btang hdung sendiri,bru tau pg nye camne..tipu klau x meroyan :P
for the record,plus yg ni dah 2x aku kena dumb ngan kaum hawa,ape slah aku???terpikirx2 tiap hari,ape kurang ke ramuan aku dlam menjadikan hubungan aku ni manis dari rase,indah dari mata,cemburu dari mata orang lain..huh...
klau blei aku kuarkn hati ni,tunjuk dpanx2 kt 2 biji mata dia,nama siapa kt hati aku..aku dah wat dah,,tp 2 la hakikat..klau jdoh itu bkan jdoh kita,cari hati gajah 1kilo pun xjmpe, ,apekan lg nk cari hati nyamuk..
ape yg kite wat ade jerk yg x kena,so watch out la..2maknanya ade orang lain dah mula jual minyak kt kumbang or bunga u la 2..so pitty for u,if u done something wrong.i2 la point nk break up..yerk la,habis madu sepah dibuang,,janji setinggi gunung..kasih sayang seluas lautan..klau orang 2 dah ade hati kt orang lain,ko simpan jerk la kasih sayang ko 2..x de function pon..
jeles aku tgk member aku,klo gaduh mengalah kan orang yg dah kawin,periuk belanga semua klau blei nk terbang,,duax2 sama naik..tp at the end diowng still couple lg smpai skrng and dh nk kawin dh..aku takat x angkat call jerk..point 2 simpan dlam arkib negara,,mlut kata "i forgive u' hati kata 'please leave me'..yg penting 2x2 still sayang,ade la solution nk berbaik semula..klo sebelah tangan jerk tepuk...dengar la sendiri..
aku igtkan aku blei la berbaik semula ngan dia,tp 2 semua mainan mimpi,,aku jerk yg x lei terima kenyataan yg dia nk tingglkan aku...reason yg dia ckp 2 aku ingt 2 not a big prob,lei slow talk,lei bincang...kata sayang kan...tp rupanya aku yg beria sorang.slowx2 aku bru pham nape dia tingglkan aku..bkan sbp aku kuar g mkan ngan ex aku yg x smpai 1jam pn,2 pun hal thun lpas..2010,now 2011..not last month,but last year!!!.
btol la kata kawanx2 aku,klo dah ade orang lain,ko jadi lenardo di caprio dlm titanic 2pun dia dah x pandang dah..you jump i jump;;ceit..actually u jump first,i want to see you die..bile aku luahkan perasaan aku kt kwanx2 aku diowang akan ckp "dia dah ade orang lain,...sabar jerk la bkan jdoh ko,..she not ur type.,,and bla,bla,bla...itulah ayat dri mulut kawanx2 aku yg bijak dlam memberi nasihat..tp aku x percaya,aku msih nk terhegehx2 kt dpan dia,mengharapkan dia berkata 'abg,i still love u' or 'abg,i forgive u for ur action'..mimpi jerk la.ayat 2 tuk orang lain la bro,bkan tuk ko lg..
the last msj aku text dia kul 1lbh pg td,,time 2 aku still berharap lg dia akan terima aku,bile aku tergerak nk bukak blog dia brula aku pham..pham dengan terangnya..the reason why she's leavin me...now!!..
this is for her-
abg kerja bkan sukax2,abg kerja nk bg awak keselesaan,..and for ur information.abg nga simpan duit tuk bg present for ur b.day lg 26hari lg..hp nokia C3 wrna pink.lg 2rat jerk nk ckup.when i c the pict,i knew that smbody has give it to you...tp 2la,KITA HANYA MERANCANG,TUHAN YG MENENTUKAN..abg redha ngan semua yg terjadi.
may you and and the other guy happly untill the end of time..thanks for loving and leaving me..i will never blame you,i will blame myself forever bcause for what i have done in this 2years with u,there still not to much to make u heart satisfied..all the laugh and tears we share 2gether,it just all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart ,all the memories are still preserve in my mind,i miss you so much,coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with you,my life will never be the same again ,now that you're gone,i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever ,unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again....
I thought this was a letter I would never have to write,I hoped my tongue was something I could bite.I've realized its just something I cannot do,Here are my feelings, just a few.First, I'm still so In Love with you, after all this time,You told me the same, then left me, what a crime.Time has passed, everyday you're on my mind,Your love is with someone else now, what a bind.I'm so jealous, he's the luckiest guy I know,I can't do this friendship thing anymore, so off I go.im still loving my Aiza Zain yg i knl dulu,bkan yg skrng..
will update lg bile sng :)
